At times it is difficult to see the good in an otherwise bad situation. We know it must be somewhere but finding it proves to be a challenge. Such is the case at this point in my life when I long to focus on my future but have a dark cloud hanging over me.

These past several months have been the most difficult I have experienced thus far. Having to fight for the right to continue seeing my children every other week is a battle I never expected to have to fight but I promised to do whatever was in my power for the sake of my three children.

Life seems to have been put on hold and turned upside down at the same time. We are living in survival mode as if in a war which is really what this has become. Somehow we continue to move forward. Somehow we make it through yet another day. Somehow we will find that silver lining.